Happy Valentine's Day! Really!

Judging from the rest of my posts you would think that this post would be full of snark. Maybe it's all the raw chocolate goodness I have had today but I feel fabulous about being single on Valentine's Day. I am celebrating the day in third-grader style. I gave out Hello Kitty valentines to my co-workers and made treats. Later on I'm going to the Paper Source to look at pretty Valentines then I'm going to pick up something yummy for dinner. I'll workout and enjoy dinner with some Sex and the City reruns. It's a beautiful day.

I think I had an epiphany in regards to my love life. Two weeks ago I was having dinner with a friend and we were talking about my mid-life crisis and how I can't figure out where I should move or if I should just stay. Of course the topic of relationships came up. I said men just don't go for me or at least the men I like don't. She said this was her situation when she lived in L.A. She hardly dated and she is absolutely gorgeous. Her heart was just not into it. I have been painting hearts for the last two years and I just realized my heart is just not into my love life. I really don't want a boyfriend until I figure out where I want to live. If I had endless money the decision would be so easy. If let's say Portland didn't work out then I could go to New York without missing a beat. Not so easy with limited cash in this economy. Stressing out about it won't work either. I can only live my life as naturally and best as possible. Chicago is a great place to be in the meantime anyway.